Looking back,

I'm so grateful to be alive.

Also, the talk that changed my life:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdN8rfwW3SI

Homesick at home.

Sometimes I get homesick for heaven. I know the veil is there and I've forgotten some of the things I learned there, but I still get a tender feeling when we talk of heaven. A curious tapping on my heart that says "You remember, don't you?" I think I remember certain feelings that in my head come out as white light. Just happy effulgent rays. And sometimes when I view the cruel society we've all been placed in, I get melancholy and long for the place where I will forever be in peace.